[Analog Universe] How good is it when the patrol hunts are really hitting the bountiful sins?

What's the point of not colonizing a bountiful creature like me? Do you think I'm like the Immortal Boat, all sheltered and disciplined, all with new caves to live in? I grew up with a shortage of resources, and I can't dig up any resources on my three moons. I could only play Jenga with a ship that was about to explode on my home planet, and I was looked down upon by the surrounding destinies. I grew up to be more and more gloomy and horrible, and my life stretched longer and longer, and they all laughed at me as a sinful thing. I was hamstrung, I was uncomfortable, I was broken, I despised myself. It wasn't until I went online and saw the short-lived species in all their glory, and learned to trick them into finding a medicine man and robbing them of their gifts, that I had some hope in my life.